This day was just... happy! :D Lol Graziela, I owe you one. You picked them as our co-collectors for the mass. Collector for the nth time! And yeah, when we're at the Church already, I called Michael and told him to sit beside me but K replaced him. So basically, through the whole Mass, we are "together." And then again, we talked and talked about things. Like how I chip my nails and how come I don't have any scars when I do that. Cracking knuckles. Pinching cheeks. Lol. I have huuuuge cheeks. It's so fluffay.
Of course there's Ama Namin! Err, we held hands but when it's finished, he gripped my hand harder. Like WTF, there's misery, pain... Loljk. And I complained that it's so cold because we're near the air conditioner. And he lent me his jacket. The purple one. So when it's Communion time already, I was wearing the jacket and gladly, we're at the front row or else... (Will get back to that later)
And you told me that you prayed for me. Lol. So that I'd be kind to him. Well, I am kind. You just don't notice. Mmm, and I bugged you to give me a free ice cream. And you acquiesced! I'm not used to it, yknow. Just before summer, you won't give me any ice cream. But this time... :">
But the ice cream screwed up my uniform. Like fck. Thankfully, I have that jacket! ;) But lol, my classmates saw us and said, "Ikaw ah. Bestfriend ng x mo."
So I guess it ended there. And we started doing the preparations for the Marian Exhibit and he wasn't there. :( But oh well... I can see you next time.
I'm just scared yknow. I don't want to raise my hopes because I don't want to get hurt again. And I know that you still have prospects. And maybe I'm just one of them, too. When I saw your x at the corridor while wearing your jacket, I was really scared. Hrrrrr. I really don't know why. Maybe I'm just another option again.
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