Day 1: Your favorite character

"Well, don't be too impressed. We just saw Finnick Odair in his underwear."

At first, I thought that he was a seductive and a playboy man that'll fool around the Games -- with the sugar cube and the way he looks at Katniss. It turns out that I like him pretty much. I know that he should be suprisingly hot when the movie airs (hopefully) and he's... noble. He can handle a troop by being a good leader with all his knotting skills. Loljk.

And he was also desperately in love with Annie. Why do you have to kill him Suzanne Collins? Whyyy? With the baby coming, I think he deserves to have a happy family. Thank you Finnick for making me realize that we shouldn't really give up on love even if we are really mentally disoriented. :)

I suck at 30-day MEMEs.

But I should do this. Yes, it's necessary.

THE HUNGER GAMES TRILOGY 30-DAY CHALLENGE:

Day 1: Your favorite character:
Day 2: Your least favorite character:
Day 3: A character you hate that everyone loves:
Day 4: A character you love that everyone hates:
Day 5: Your favorite fight/battle scene:
Day 6: A scene that made you laugh:
Day 7: A scene that made you cry:
Day 8: The character you are most like:
Day 9: Your favorite quote:
Day 10: Peeta or Gale:
Day 11: Something you hate about the series:
Day 12: A character you wish hadn’t died:
Day 13: A character you wish had died:
Day 14: Your favorite tribute (aside from Peeta/Katniss):
Day 15: Your least favorite tribute (aside from Peeta/Katniss):
Day 16: A question you wish had been answered in the book:
Day 17: The worst death:
Day 18: A song that reminds you of the series:
Day 19: Your favorite pairing:
Day 20: Your least favorite pairing:
Day 21: A pairing you don’t get:
Day 22: Your favorite book of the three:
Day 23: Your favorite secondary character:
Day 24: Your least favorite secondary character:
Day 25: Your dream cast:
Day 26: Your favorite scene in The Hunger Games:
Day 27: Your favorite scene in Catching Fire:
Day 28: Your favorite scene in Mockingjay:
Day 29: Your favorite thing about the entire series:
Day 30: A book/series that you would rec to fellow fans

The Ultimate MOA Experience!

(c) Ria Mey

That was taken from Terranova. P2, 700 bb. But anyway, I shall save it up for Christmas. Yay! And mom also agreed to buy this. :)

First of, I bugged Pipang to drop me off at 7/11 Tayuman near the LRT station. And I arrived there at quarter to 10. I saw Aldrin, Cristopher, Mayne, Louie and Nicolai. Then suddenly Jeanne came, then Mikee, then Christell. We called Patrick up and waited for him at the LRT Station up until 11:20! But we discovered that he wasn't there at Tayuman, he was at R.Papa's! Dayum. We rode the LRT and arrived at Edsa station. We waited again for Patrick and rode the jeepney to MOA.

We headed straight to the ice skating rink and bought tickets. At first, I wasn't able to regain my balance but I managed to get along. But I'm one of those weaklings. I was too scared to fall, yknow. We had a break and ate at Mang Inasal's and then resumed skating again. An EHSian who was so IMBA was there and we were proud of her. She skates hardcore.

I had so much fun, guys! It was worth spending 400+ bucks with you. It was tiring but it was hella ecstasy for me. 'Till next time, okay? Star City! :)

Swimming through the pool of rice and potatoes.

I breathed. I inhaled; then exhaled. Finally, my mission was done.

I sang off-key on my way home as the smoke from the oh-so-glorious sky accompanied me. It started pouring real hard and I sang louder than the beat of the raindrops. I reached the porch and there were soaked Doc Martens' boots waiting for me on the "Welcome!" mat. Turning the doorknob as it clicked open, I found you there. You hugged me and kissed me passionately.

"Did you cook dinner? It's past midnight. You know what to do." I said

With a slight tilt of your head, I knew. We spent the night together; isolated from all the things that surrounded us. I can hear the clock ticking... I have to take action.

While you were busy making us tea, I fumed for my necklace. It has a minuscule locket and with a slight push, it revealed a dagger. My beautiful possession. I pinned it between my middle finger and forefinger.You returned with the two cups of tea and I smiled as you left the cups on the table. You kissed me; I inhaled you sweet scent and I can feel the adrenaline rush. I pressed the dagger to your pulse near your neck. You looked at me straight in the eyes and gaped; waiting for a blackout. It didn't matter. What matters is your blood. I hunger to be your blood-sucking vampire; not your almost lover.

Life could be as complex as balancing chemical equations.

"I loved you..." I articulated well.

Maybe you simply don't understand. But things would be bound to be easier for you in the future. I can't promise you that I would stay longer through the night. Just like before -- how I used to feel the warmth of your voice like a melody to my ears. How I used to knock on your apartment door and you'd answer in a cannonade. How you used to make me squeal in delight everytime you hug me and tickle me like we'll be living eternally.

And finally, like shifting back to reality, I saw the look in your eyes. Your face was the canvas and there's a painting portrayed in there. You told me that I perfectly suit you and we should take this seriously.

"I loved you...but you know how matters are." Your being was poisonous, like I've been bitten by a basilisk. I was poisoned by life's reality. It was like drinking a cup of venom. I'm trying to run and run but I went nowhere. You engulfed my whole being.

You entered without knocking this time and you captivated me. I didn't notice it at once but you pinned me to the wall. I realized your grasp was like the injustices of this world. I'm trying to escape it as soon as possible but it just wouldn't budge. And now I'm left here, crestfallen.

Looking for light in the pithole of darkness.

This day is just... dull. I would love to lay flying fvcks all over the world but I can't.

Melancholic events:

• The teacher didn't received my PeTa in Trigo. (That is my Hogwarts clock. I've put all of the efforts that I could muster and then it just vanished into thin air?! I really cried during lunch time because I couldn't contain it. We startled the Witch again and I want to strangle her! But no, I'm not that physically violent. Hrr. I've got low remarks during the Mastery Test and that PeTa was my way to boost my grades up. I really hope that she can find it.)
• I lost my umbrella. I think I left it at SM. Boo.
• Internet connection's sucky awhile ago. It took me 45 mins. to revive the connection back.
• 1 reflection down. 1 to go.
• NCAE review.

I would want to turn my back to the whole world and just lay here. I want to be isolated this time.

Frolicking @ Quezon!

K. We woke up really early today since we were heading off to the Quezon province. We dropped Gabb off (my niece) to her grandparents. Her parents is busy working and they decided to give Gabb some "grandma/pa" quality time.

We left Tondo at 6am and we arrived at 8:40. Through the whole journey, I was half-asleep and half-awake. I couldn't really decide between the two. We were taken care of by giving us loads of food (YAY, eternal salvation). After that, I jotted some keypoints about Loyalty/Nobility. But I got bored so I read the first 2 chapters of "Anansi Boys" which was really sarcastic and funny at the same time.

We left Quezon at 10am. I also slept through the whole journey. Such a lazy ass. And then, me, my Tita and 2 other cousins went to SM San Lazaro buy 2 electric fans. I was famished (again.) My cousin bought me a cup of Tutti Frutti which has lots of almoooonds! It makes me tingle with delight! Frozen Yogurt for the whole weekend. <3 And we ate @ Venetto (pizza, fries, crabsticks, BBQ CHX & potato cheeseballs.) Oh God, how I love this day!

I arrived at around 2:30 and started recording my persuasive speech about Loyalty. We attended a Mass and we ate @ Jollibee (Jolly Hotdog, half rice + 1pc. Burger Steak + fries + Coke.) You see how thin I am these days. :)) We left again (together with my Mom) to sell her Tiffany & Co. accessories. I could get the down payment for my braces here. (*wink)

We arrived at Tondo @ exaclty 8pm. And I've got loads of homework to do. Still, UbD bullcrap.

• Mastery Test in P.E. tomorrow. Oh Edelweiss, you are my eternal source of light & wisdom.
• PTask in Algeb (I made a 2D model but eventually discovered it should be in a 3D one. FML!)
• PTask in English (recorded persuasive speech)
• Practic for Monologue tomorrow (insert hardcore FML emotion here.)
• Advanced Reflection in CL.

Please guide me. D;

Survey: Boredom.

I've done stupid things such as:

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) Am / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 2

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 6

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 8

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 10

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 12

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 15

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 17

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
() Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 19

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 20

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces (SOON)
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight (PROM)

SO FAR: 21

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 23

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 26

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 29

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 32

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere (retreat)

SO FAR: 35

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 36

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 37

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 40

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 41

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 42

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes (including Mom's that I still wear? Tshyeah)
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 44

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 46

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR:49

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 53

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling.
(x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 57

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
() Licked Someone

SO FAR: 60

Whatever.
Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

IN TOTAL: 61

Gravitational Pull on the Human's Mind.

Dayum. I miss blogging. Anyway, I'm here again. I haven't got to post anything since it's hell week. Too bad we startled the witch so we got low grades in Trigonometry. I never really liked that subject. Boo. And Tank's annoying me! HNNG.

Since I didn't blog last week, I played DotA. Got pwned, bb. But I'm still learning it. I'm using Enchantress, in case you're curious. Lol.

And now, I shall spam you with pictures from my dream school, Ateneo! :)

I know 1/4 of these pictures are food salvation but I just can't resist the taste of Fro-Yo. <3

So I woke up at around 9 and Mom bugged me to prepare. I was like, WTF? My test is at 1:30pm and you're making me prepare NOW? But I didn't regret it, we arrived at the LRT Station (less hassle) at 11am and the rode  LRT2, and finally arrived at Katipunan around 12pm.

We ate at McDo and me and my cousin saw Candy Cuties. Some of them are NOT cuties, okayyy. Get your facts straight. And the students there are mostly from Ateneo (MY DREAM SCHOOL<3) and Miriam College. They were speaking in straight English. I said to Mom, "Ma, 'wag ka maingay dito ha. Mashadong high-maintenance ang tao." Hahaha. So she just said, "Wala silang magagawa. Hindi naman ako makapagpretened, eh." I was famished at that time so I ate loads (what's new actually?)

When we entered Ateneo, it was like I'm entering my own dreams. In my mind, it goes like this, "In a year, I would be here, strolling in this University and making new acquaintances." Doi. Well, I hope that would come true. Just a wish. We rode a tricycle to get to Kostka Hall so that Mom would withdraw her moolah. And beside the teller machine was the souvenir shop. Me & my cousin were supposed to get Ateneo ballers for 40P but the store was closed. there should be a next time.

Unlucky event #2. We aren't able to spot another tricycle to take us to the Grade School building so we walked. My legs are aching when we got there. And we battled with the hot, pricking sun. I got there at around 1pm but there are lots of people in there already. They were formed in a looooong line. I waited and waited. Up until I spotted one of my classmates, Jeanne. Dayum. There were CAT officers roaming around so I couldn't make her go with me. Oh well. We were directed to our rooms.

The test is easier than UPCAT! It focused more on Mathematics (Algebra & Geometry and little bit of Trigonometry) and English. I'm so relieved. But the time limit screwed things up. It turned to be pretty okay and I hope that I'll past the test. How I wish I took a literary course. :(

Uh, hello.

FF TO COLLEGE.

10-Day Meme.

I know this is from Tumblr but... I still shall do this!

Day 1: 10 things about you
Day 2: 10 things you love
Day 3: 10 things you hate
Day 4: 10 things you want to say to one person
Day 5: 10 wishes
Day 6: 10 items you can’t live without
Day 7: 10 important people
Day 8: 10 of your favorite songs
Day 9: 10 ways to win your heart
Day 10: Final 10 words.

I saw a shooting star yesterday!

I was with Imma and Mayne when I saw it. Err, well, Imma saw it and I just followed. He shouted, "Shooting star, oh!" And I suddenly looked up. It's so magical and it's like the most beautiful thing I ever saw in my whole life. Maybe I'm exaggerating because it was my first time witnessing a shooting star. I whispered my wish. "Sana kami na lang ni _____." Shame. I was not in my right state of my mind okayyyyy.

Things were bittersweet at that time. Just that afternoon, things were getting sweet. And then this sudden revelation broke my heart. What is it? Mmm, I just don't want to narrate that all over again. I opened this up to my bestfriends and a friend. Lol. One said, "Ba't pa kasi sha nagpapagago dun?" And I received all sorts of advices which made me love them more.

If things are bound to happen that way, let it be. I cannot control things like they're my puppets. Maybe that's fate and I respect that.

Not another love post.

Sigh. I ate too much today. It would guarantee me a straight-away ticket to hell for gluttony. Why do I always have to pig out during weekends? Oh well, it shows that I'm enjoying life and that food would never leave me. Loljk.

Talk about nonsense. I was just about to complain about UbD shits. We have these things due this week:

• A musical script with a theme of forgiveness.
• A reflection about the script Antigone.
• Physics Quiz.
• Mastery Examinations! (asgbajkfbejf;!!!)
• And other Performance Tasks with selected groupmates. 

But thank God I'm done with the reflection. Thanks to Jhayle who read the script and just typed all of the answers for us to copy. But we still have to revise it. That's okay, less hassle. I'm still worried about my missed lessons, though. I'm excused for what, 2 weeks straight? For the hell of T.L.E. Week and Marian Exhibit? And the upcoming week is our examinations? Goodluck catching up.

And yeah, this upcoming September 14, it's our card distribution day. Shiz, I know that I don't have to worry since I got the sneak peek of my grades (long story) but still, I'm hoping that somehow, my grades would increase. I hate you T.L.E, for making my life so miserable. :|

Oh! That reminds me of reviewing for my ACET test this September 18 and as well as my scholarship test in OWWA. Ugh. Stress. :|

Always hope, but never expect.

So I'm continuing this shiz...

We broke up because my Mom knew that we're a couple. But at that time, I was really half-guessing that she was joking and I'm right. The day after we broke up, I'm seeing you at the hallway and your face is really gloomy. We chatted and he told me to choose; to choose between following the right way (broke up to agree with the decision of my parents) or just remain a couple and withstand all of the trials that'll come. Of course, I picked option number two.

FF to 3rd & 4th monthsary. We weren't okay at that time. IDK what happened. I really can't remember. But the fault was on me. I think. Okay... after our 4th monthsary, I made a reconciliation video. And the background music was "Upside Down" by 6 Cycle Mind and the video was composed of our pictures. At the end of the video I said I was sorry and that it would never happen again. You forgave me and we carried on.

After the 4th monthsary, we were really sweet. Like things got deeper. We started going to Lover's Lane and doing such... well, you name it. But after 2 weeks, he PMed me at Y!M and said, "Kailangan kita makausap bukas. Umaga. Aantayin kita." Of course, I sensed that something was really really wrong. But I just said, "Okay. Will meet you there." I thought that it was just some surprise because the day after was a 10 which means it is our 5th monthsary.

For our 5th monthsary, I came up with a date diary and I jotted there the memorable moments we had. But when we met on the day of February 10, we sat at the chair in front of the Grade School Office. He broke up me. The things that he said never really passed my ears. I expected that he would say that. It's as if things weren't normal anymore. Like I was hallucinating and my mind was spinning. I told him that it's okay with me because I respect his decision. I couldn't hold it anymore. I gave a stifled sob and told him that I should go upstairs. Tears started prickling down my cheeks. I was like a walking zombie. I entered the room and since I was seating at the back row and I arrived early, I really cried my heart out.

What went wrooong? Things were very very okay these past few weeks. Why? Did I lack something? And then again, I blamed myself. I questioned him and I didn't get a satisfying answer. I was never satisfied. He told me that he still love me and that it would be hard to erase. But life has to go on. It wouldn't stop to wait for me. I have to move on.

But d'you know what hurt me? Your post on Facebook. You were flirting with that girl. After a day that we broke up, you have the guts to flirt?! Maybe it wasn't just the day after we broke up, maybe your relationship started before without me knowing it. You told me that the reason on why you broke up with me was that you are getting tired of endless arguments. But for the whole February, we didn't even argued! That was some silly excuse yknow. Your details are lacking and I questioned every gap that I can see.

Don't know, my heart was ruined. Literally ruined. I didn't know how I survived. But thank God we have summer. I could mend all of my scars with that distance. But after we broke up, we were friends. I'm glad that we're friends. We still chatted but I couldn't contain it. I was half-hoping that there would be a third chance but there was none. You started falling in like with another girl in our batch and yeah, she's pretty and I guess she's better than me.

While I'm just here, watching you laugh and talk with her. I'm just gaping at you with watery eyes; making me want to rake my emotions and just give my heart a rest. I'm really tired of getting hurt but I guess I was used to its feeling 'till I got numb.

I cut the whole connection with you because I said that I want to move on and you said okay. That was fine with me. All throughout summer, I was finding comfort and appreciation. It's like there's still something missing and I was not contented. I started having a crush on LOL & K. But I guess that was all a rebound. I just want to feel that feeling when you're near with a boy. A little desperate as you may say.

So yeah, I guess I'm thankful that we're still friends today. But the connection changed and it's still awkward when I talk to you. I guess you hurt me too much. And that pain cost me too much trouble. That's when my previous name in my blog suited me. Yeah, my heart was annihilated. But now I guess I've moved on.

We were at the retreat and they told us to jot the things that we wanted to let go. Of course I put there, bitterness of the heart. And mmyeah, I promised myself that it would all be gone and that helped me to fully forget him.

I'm really thankful that I met you. You taught me things. Most especially to love. You opened my eyes to the real world and you made me feel loved, too. You helped me mature in so many ways. I'm sorry for all of the things that I've done. It doesn't really matter to you, does it? But yeah, thanks and sorry. I would never forget you as a friend. I would cherish our memories forever and ever.

Life's in prison when you're in love alone.

Maybe this is a serious love post. Maybe not.

I guess you should all know that I have an ex only. Yes, that's only one. A veeery serious one. At a young age, what d'you expect? Really? I don't know how I'm able to express this with such witty remarks since I'm not that good at revealing myself.

Okay... Maybe I'm doing this because it's near September 10, 2010. It's the date that we should celebrate our first anniversary. As a girl who's very in love in retrospect, I really memorized all the dates that is very memorable. That should be my gift for our 5th monthsary -- the enlisted dates and the like, reminiscing -- but I'll tell the story after that.

Maybe only a few knows the real story that happened between me and my ex. But I'm jotting this down to foreshadow all those memories with him.

It all started when I was a Sophomore student and you were all Freshies. I thought that you were Roscoe and I didn't give a damn about them boys back then. With all those academic shiz, how am I supposed to include them? We eventually became texting buds. And it all happened like things are in fast forward motion. You were giving sweet comments and I started giving them back to you. Up until those days when we were texting like crazy. But i found out that you have a girlfriend in Balic-Balic. Same place where you lived. Her name's Yvonne. And I want to wrestle her and give her all the utmost pain I could relish upon. But no, I can't. She was the priority. I was the option.

And then I remembered, that was November 03 and I said the most powerful word that a guy would go gaga for, a "Yes." I didn't saw your face twist in a happy curve. Instead, you remained calm and started apologizing for what you did to me concerning Yvonne. You said that it was all gone and I was a fool to believe you.

I've known you for being such a playboy and messing up with all those poor girls' heart. It's as if they're just toys and when there's a new prospect, somehow, they would just end up in your collection. I didn't really mind that first heartbreak you gave me because things weren't serious.

So let's shift to S.Y. 2009-2010. I'm now a Junior and he's now a Sophie.

After that painful school year last year, I managed to survive all the mischief that had happened. I met boys along the way but I didn't really saw their importance. And then, you were slowly being pulled away from my heart. And those endearment were gone with the wind. I moved on.

But July... We started communicating again and I discovered that you're still in a relationship with Yvonne. We talked and updated things about our life. And somehow, we have that closure again. So thank you, Y!M for giving us the chance to talk again. You broke up with her and you started giving all of your attention to me. But since I've moved on, I just joked and flirted, too. I realized that things are getting serious and I couldn't handle it anymore. And one day, you confessed. You told me you loved me and asked me if you could court me. I acquiesced. But at the back of my mind, I was thinking, "Maybe he's just playing again so I should play, too."

July-September. We were spending time together. Eating, mostly going to SM San Lazaro. And I told my friends that if it's okay to get back with him because I didn't really believe in love shits. In this case, second chance mattered and I realized its importance. I learned that people are really trying their best, exerting all their efforts that they could muster just to have that second chance. And I witnessed all of those efforts.

August 3. My friends told me that we should go to Lover's Lane and shoot a video there. Their details are lacking but I didn't argue anymore. When we were at the LLane, there was a man shouting behind us, "Angela! Angela!" I recognized the voice. I thought that my heartbeat skipped for a fraction of a second. You are standing there, holding 3 pieces of roses. And there were rose petals formed like this " I <3 U " I couldn't express how happy I am that time. And we talked at the pavilion and ate ice cream. That was the time that I thought, "Wow. It's like a dream. This guy is really serious? It's not in his face to take matters seriously." 50/50 of giving him a chance.

September 9. Maybe because of the date that people are saying "Yes" to their special someone. But I'm not one of them. My mind was made up that I was giving him my second Yes the day after.

September 10. My friends and I were seated at the swing on the playground and (you have a cellphone at that time) I texted you to come and meet me at the playground. I don't know what should I do back then. Eleni told me that I should form the Yes in those scattered rocks so I agreed. I told him that personally and yuuuh, we were a couple.

Days passed by and things are getting cheesy. Doi. But eventually, a misunderstanding aroused. That was before the day that our first monthsary should came up. And your friends were comparing me with the it girl at our batch. I don't like being compared to other people because I believe that I'm very unique. The problem was solved and our first monthsary!

I gave you a cap from Artwork since you were into fashion. And you gave me this bracelet with love on it. Lol. Let's FF to 2nd monthsary. I think I knew what was happening there already. My classmated held me back at our classroom while my friends are outside. Then I went out the room. I told my friends that we should just leave and go home. But I didn't recognized that they were holding something! I think the passage was, "Ikaw ang kaligayahan ko." Lol. then you gave me a bouquet of roses and 2 humongous chocolate bars. But I only gave you a letter and treated you at Cerealicious. Lolwat. And then you rode the jeepney with me 'till Tondo and you saw the outside of our house. And that was the day that my parents knew you were "courting" me.

I guess I shall continue this tomorrow. I'm really sleepy. zZzZzzzZ. We broke up the day after.

Marian Exhibit tomorrow.

Background check first. :)

I joined Pax Romana - EHS Unit. It came along with all those vocational clubs like Club dela Danza and Glee Club. Since I don't really believe in myself that I'm good at either of them, I joined Pax. I thought that we are just going to chill and relax. But eventually, I was wrong.

I joined 3 clubs. Homemakers Club, Fides (for Senior students only), and Pax Romana. I came in at Pax Romana general meeting late. Together with my other classmates, we sat at the back row to be unnoticed. But for the love of all things holy, those 3rd year students just gave a ruckus. I can say that I'm close to those boys since they're the best friends of my x. I've known them and maybe I'm used to it, too.

When we came in, the votation already started and there's a President and an EVP. So we're looking now for a Catechetical Head - VP. But uhm, K (:">) nominated me and they closed the nomination with me being the only candidate. So I just have to go with the flow and agree. Or else they'll call me KJ. Lololol.

All that time, I want to strangle and brand K with hot iron! But no, I wouldn't do that for today. I'm also glad that I was elected because it's fun being included in a roll of officers. And of course, we're serving our eternal love, Jesus. And the like...

I can say that this club is really busy. With those Monthly Masses, Marian Exhibit, La Naval Procession, and then we're assigned to handle the Christmas celebration. It's the exact opposite of what I've expected. Doi. We were really working our asses off earlier. And that was literal. My butt and all of my insides ache. I don't know. I need massaging or Salon Pas. But I don't know how to use a Salon Pas and there's no one to massage me. I guess I should just keep up with the pain until it's gone. (double meaning?) Loljk. But I'm really glad to serve and offer my faith!

'Till then, Happy Birthday Mama Mary! 2 more hours to go. :)

Just Keep Calm. Part 2!

I don't know where to begin or what to put... So uhm, yeah. Here it goes.

This day was just... happy! :D Lol Graziela, I owe you one. You picked them as our co-collectors for the mass. Collector for the nth time! And yeah, when we're at the Church already, I called Michael and told him to sit beside me but K replaced him. So basically, through the whole Mass, we are "together." And then again, we talked and talked about things. Like how I chip my nails and how come I don't have any scars when I do that. Cracking knuckles. Pinching cheeks. Lol. I have huuuuge cheeks. It's so fluffay.

Of course there's Ama Namin! Err, we held hands but when it's finished, he gripped my hand harder. Like WTF, there's misery, pain... Loljk. And I complained that it's so cold because we're near the air conditioner. And he lent me his jacket. The purple one. So when it's Communion time already, I was wearing the jacket and gladly, we're at the front row or else... (Will get back to that later)

And you told me that you prayed for me. Lol. So that I'd be kind to him. Well, I am kind. You just don't notice. Mmm, and I bugged you to give me a free ice cream. And you acquiesced! I'm not used to it, yknow. Just before summer, you won't give me any ice cream. But this time... :">

But the ice cream screwed up my uniform. Like fck. Thankfully, I have that jacket! ;) But lol, my classmates saw us and said, "Ikaw ah. Bestfriend ng x mo."

So I guess it ended there. And we started doing the preparations for the Marian Exhibit and he wasn't there. :( But oh well... I can see you next time.

I'm just scared yknow. I don't want to raise my hopes because I don't want to get hurt again. And I know that you still have prospects. And maybe I'm just one of them, too. When I saw your x at the corridor while wearing your jacket, I was really scared. Hrrrrr. I really don't know why. Maybe I'm just another option again.

Lagi namang ganiyan eh. :/

(J)ust (K)eep (C)alm.

Yay for being cute! :D Pinching cheeks. Texting through the day. I don't know... Time should tell.

500 Days of Summer.

I don't like Summer. But I like some insights that she shared about love.

The third one is very suitable. Uh-huh. Good luck with Autumn, Tom. :)

And I hope Summer isn't happy with her husband. Lol. Haha.