Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I'm stuck between loving you and hating you.

Dear friend,

Before I curse you, I just want to reiterate what happened earlier this morning. You approached me outside your room and said Hi, Ate Angela. And I said "Ayan, pinansin din kita." (refer to the last post) We started chatting and finally said good-bye. That painted the smile on my face up until the last period of our class.

We waited at the pavilion and ate there. Oh, I saw you came but you suddenly went to that girl. You know, you are a relationship wrecker. But I can't really blame the girl for doing that because they're in a LDR while you're here. Sorry to break it to ya, maybe you're just her replacement and when she's with you, all she ever thinks about is her current boyfie.

When I saw you two sitting beside each other, that broke my heart yknow! I knew this would come. That you would never give up on her. That you would never have to look at me. That's so melodramatic, eww. But I hate you. You left me hanging in dead air. I thought there was a spark. But fck, there was none. I guess I'm really crestfallen. :(

And yuh, for what you did? I would never approach you again. Nuh uh. I mean that! Meh.

Fvckin' love hate you,
Angela

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