About love again? It makes me sick.

So let me be sick once more.

Dear friend,

           You may get the context wrong but I do not love you anymore. You may misinterpret things but that stays there, right? You gave me this retreat letter that really touched my heart. How I wish you could've sent it with pretty balloons, a cuddly bear, and a bouquet of roses. Well, err. Just kidding, it was not Valentine's Day. So there, you told me that you still love me and that I'm bad for only noticing you when I need you. But I should find someone out there that would make me feel "kilig" again. You also told me that I shouldn't eat too much because I'm fat. And there were insults and mockery all around your letter. That was the part I'm deeply moved that it's close to metanoia. You enclosed the letter with those four-letter word that I haven't heard from a while. "I love you, friend."

            That's what I'm talking about when it comes to "kilig", yknow! How I wish you weren't that dumb to notice! Kidding aside, of course I replied. Why wouldn't I? I told you that if ever I got the chance to talk to you again, I would. And I said that you're a dumb git. It's so sweet when we utter those things, right? Ha ha. This is just the summary of what I said because I don't want it to be compared to a novel.

             Well, this one time when you PMed me on Facebook, I was not appalled compared to the past. I was glad you're keeping in touch. We talked and talked. And there you are again, making snide remarks that's as sweet as before. But sorry, I won't fall for that again. Or maybe I'm just misinterpreting things again. Why do I always forget that it is in you nature that you are too sweet to everybody?

              Back to the letter, you said you're thinking about me. Wow! I would just like to ask you what's up with that liking of a picture of me? Are you high or there's a possibility that you're stoned? Maybe you're just friendly liking that picture. Ha ha. I'm just exaggerating things. Sorry.

              And I'm clearing it out again that I do not love you anymore. :)

                                                                                                                                 Love always,
                                                                                                                                 Angela

(Starting from now, if I'm pertaining to a person, I would like to do it in a letter form just to be prepared. Haha.)