Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Fvck this, I'm going to Hogwarts.
I'm really tired of what's happening here in the real world. I want to enter the magical world.
But I haven't got the Hogwarts letter yet. :( Well, who's the headmaster now? Any update, Albus Severus Potter? Lol.
In case you haven't noticed, tomorrow is the start of classes in Hogwarts. :/
Segway*
Roscoe sent me this link so I clicked this. But a woman started shouting and a fugly face appeared. Hrrrrrr. Goosebumps! Since my laptop is small (notebook), I "threw" it to my Mom and told her to just shut it off. It scared me and also Jeana! She drifted off to sleep after that. Haha. Cowards. We let my notebook locked but my mom wants to go online again and then the woman started shouting again. Shizzz! Curse you, Roscoe. :|
A lesson learned! Don't go clicking links like a madwoman Angela. :|
SWEET dreams to me. Mehhh~
Had a HTH(?) talk with Kelvin.
Kelvin was my schoolmate before in elementary but he transferred. And then we met again... Here, in EHS! :)
He told me that Kimmy Go (DK, if he's his Papa/Daddy) transferred in Tandang Sora, QC. We talked and talked about his family. Well, I was shocked because I didn't know that he would open up. And then I told him some things, too. I told him about the summer incident 'bout my father and it's nearly September 10. I can't see the connection, really.
Since his bestfriend is my ex and that I used to like him too, I don't know what I should feel opening things up. Kimmy Go is a really famous fashion designer. And I really envy Kelvin for having a Papa/Daddy just like him. Kimmy Go will design his clothes for the upcoming pageant and albeit that's really good.
He told me that Kimmy Go (DK, if he's his Papa/Daddy) transferred in Tandang Sora, QC. We talked and talked about his family. Well, I was shocked because I didn't know that he would open up. And then I told him some things, too. I told him about the summer incident 'bout my father and it's nearly September 10. I can't see the connection, really.
Since his bestfriend is my ex and that I used to like him too, I don't know what I should feel opening things up. Kimmy Go is a really famous fashion designer. And I really envy Kelvin for having a Papa/Daddy just like him. Kimmy Go will design his clothes for the upcoming pageant and albeit that's really good.
These days...
It felt like I'm not even learning anything. Wanna know why? We're always excused. Just kinda busy in our extra-curricular watchamacallit. T.L.E preparations here, Pax Romana meeting there. It swallows the whole day actually! And the TLE preparations is going on and on and on 'till the final day. On Thursday. I'd like to help my bestfriend since she's the president. But the manpower is just... meh. Some people who are excused for the preparations are not even helping! I want to strangle them and poke them with a ruler nonstop. They wouldn't budge. Faaaaart*
This Friday, I'd be absent. I'm going to show mah fes over OWWA so they could grant me a scholarship. Well, hopefully. And the following week, it's the birthday of Mama Mary, right? The Pax Romana officers will be executing the Marian Exhibit together with Educ Pax. I'm assigned here, since my "head" covers this. If Kelvin didn't vote me, i wouldn't be here. FML, FML, FML!!!!
No, joke. These things happen for a reason. And a lesson will also be granted. Hopefully next next week, I can catch up. D;
This Friday, I'd be absent. I'm going to show mah fes over OWWA so they could grant me a scholarship. Well, hopefully. And the following week, it's the birthday of Mama Mary, right? The Pax Romana officers will be executing the Marian Exhibit together with Educ Pax. I'm assigned here, since my "head" covers this. If Kelvin didn't vote me, i wouldn't be here. FML, FML, FML!!!!
No, joke. These things happen for a reason. And a lesson will also be granted. Hopefully next next week, I can catch up. D;
Monday, August 30, 2010
Things to ponder on.
- Love Triangles
I don't know how they can survive that phase. In the book Catching Fire, it's all messed up and Katniss is stuck between Gale (her bestfriend but he also love her as yknow), and Peeta (the guy who fell for her during the Games). Personally, I'd pick my bestie because he know me inside out. Doi.
- Transformation Day
I'm supposed to be on the parlor right now to straighten my hair once again. But unfortunately, it's crowded. Maybe it's holiday or it's just that it's in. Oh well, we might try again on Wednesday.
- Buying secondary needs
Most especially clothes. People may know me as the girl who wants to experiment with clothes. I don't know, I like fashion a lot. But it's just that, nowadays, my mom is selling accessories and she have moolah to give us. I felt that I want to buy new clothes and she isn't that strict today. She is giving me what I want but I'm starting to get guilty. Like our luxuries are being given easily. Erm, maybe I should lessen whining and start saving up.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I'm stuck between loving you and hating you.
Dear friend,
Before I curse you, I just want to reiterate what happened earlier this morning. You approached me outside your room and said Hi, Ate Angela. And I said "Ayan, pinansin din kita." (refer to the last post) We started chatting and finally said good-bye. That painted the smile on my face up until the last period of our class.
We waited at the pavilion and ate there. Oh, I saw you came but you suddenly went to that girl. You know, you are a relationship wrecker. But I can't really blame the girl for doing that because they're in a LDR while you're here. Sorry to break it to ya, maybe you're just her replacement and when she's with you, all she ever thinks about is her current boyfie.
When I saw you two sitting beside each other, that broke my heart yknow! I knew this would come. That you would never give up on her. That you would never have to look at me. That's so melodramatic, eww. But I hate you. You left me hanging in dead air. I thought there was a spark. But fck, there was none. I guess I'm really crestfallen. :(
And yuh, for what you did? I would never approach you again. Nuh uh. I mean that! Meh.
Fvckin'love hate you,
Angela
Before I curse you, I just want to reiterate what happened earlier this morning. You approached me outside your room and said Hi, Ate Angela. And I said "Ayan, pinansin din kita." (refer to the last post) We started chatting and finally said good-bye. That painted the smile on my face up until the last period of our class.
We waited at the pavilion and ate there. Oh, I saw you came but you suddenly went to that girl. You know, you are a relationship wrecker. But I can't really blame the girl for doing that because they're in a LDR while you're here. Sorry to break it to ya, maybe you're just her replacement and when she's with you, all she ever thinks about is her current boyfie.
When I saw you two sitting beside each other, that broke my heart yknow! I knew this would come. That you would never give up on her. That you would never have to look at me. That's so melodramatic, eww. But I hate you. You left me hanging in dead air. I thought there was a spark. But fck, there was none. I guess I'm really crestfallen. :(
And yuh, for what you did? I would never approach you again. Nuh uh. I mean that! Meh.
Fvckin'
Angela
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
LOL strikes again!
Ahh, I used the mediocre Paint. :)
WOW! I'm pretty shocked and appalled! He PMed me!!!!oneone!one! It's like he go online on Facebook once in a blue moon because he's in like with DotA or Counter Strike.
Prolly shocked because he gave that sad look on me. In reality, he usually smiles-- flashing those set of pearly white teeth that made me drool. Loljk. I decided to give up on him since the "Upside Down" incident. Take a look at my Tumblelog and you can relate. Hrr, anyway, I don't want to raise my hopes too high again because my heart would break into pieces again. And I do not want that. DO NOT WANT THAT. Okay.
And just a quick note, I think he's very conceited. He knew that I admired him. Well yes, PAST tense. But IDK, he's being pacute or something when I'm around so that I notice him and blahblah. It's just uncomfortable yet "kiligzzzz". In yoh fezzz!
Book Review # 1.
So I came up with this idea because I want to give my insight about the book. I bought the book for 300 bucks at Fully Booked. I was really excited because the cover differs from the old one. And I heard so many positive reviews about this so no more hesitation.
I'd rate it for 7/10. Maybe pretty low but that's it. It's like there's no lesson. Just talking about that sweet innocent boy who's starting his freshman year without friends. And as he journeys, he will meet such extravagant people whom he will get easily attached to and will teach him about drugs, sex and smoking pot.
It gave me the extruhhh lulz because the sarcasm was so evident. There were shocking moments but it has no transition. Although, in this book, I picked up the letter form of writing when I want to describe someone and the additional "enhancement" of this language. So, there you go. It would be better if you'll just read it as an ebook rather buy it. Yuuuh, bitter.
Monday, August 23, 2010
About love again? It makes me sick.
So let me be sick once more.
Dear friend,
You may get the context wrong but I do not love you anymore. You may misinterpret things but that stays there, right? You gave me this retreat letter that really touched my heart. How I wish you could've sent it with pretty balloons, a cuddly bear, and a bouquet of roses. Well, err. Just kidding, it was not Valentine's Day. So there, you told me that you still love me and that I'm bad for only noticing you when I need you. But I should find someone out there that would make me feel "kilig" again. You also told me that I shouldn't eat too much because I'm fat. And there were insults and mockery all around your letter. That was the part I'm deeply moved that it's close to metanoia. You enclosed the letter with those four-letter word that I haven't heard from a while. "I love you, friend."
That's what I'm talking about when it comes to "kilig", yknow! How I wish you weren't that dumb to notice! Kidding aside, of course I replied. Why wouldn't I? I told you that if ever I got the chance to talk to you again, I would. And I said that you're a dumb git. It's so sweet when we utter those things, right? Ha ha. This is just the summary of what I said because I don't want it to be compared to a novel.
Well, this one time when you PMed me on Facebook, I was not appalled compared to the past. I was glad you're keeping in touch. We talked and talked. And there you are again, making snide remarks that's as sweet as before. But sorry, I won't fall for that again. Or maybe I'm just misinterpreting things again. Why do I always forget that it is in you nature that you are too sweet to everybody?
Back to the letter, you said you're thinking about me. Wow! I would just like to ask you what's up with that liking of a picture of me? Are you high or there's a possibility that you're stoned? Maybe you're just friendly liking that picture. Ha ha. I'm just exaggerating things. Sorry.
And I'm clearing it out again that I do not love you anymore. :)
Love always,
Angela
(Starting from now, if I'm pertaining to a person, I would like to do it in a letter form just to be prepared. Haha.)
Dear friend,
You may get the context wrong but I do not love you anymore. You may misinterpret things but that stays there, right? You gave me this retreat letter that really touched my heart. How I wish you could've sent it with pretty balloons, a cuddly bear, and a bouquet of roses. Well, err. Just kidding, it was not Valentine's Day. So there, you told me that you still love me and that I'm bad for only noticing you when I need you. But I should find someone out there that would make me feel "kilig" again. You also told me that I shouldn't eat too much because I'm fat. And there were insults and mockery all around your letter. That was the part I'm deeply moved that it's close to metanoia. You enclosed the letter with those four-letter word that I haven't heard from a while. "I love you, friend."
That's what I'm talking about when it comes to "kilig", yknow! How I wish you weren't that dumb to notice! Kidding aside, of course I replied. Why wouldn't I? I told you that if ever I got the chance to talk to you again, I would. And I said that you're a dumb git. It's so sweet when we utter those things, right? Ha ha. This is just the summary of what I said because I don't want it to be compared to a novel.
Well, this one time when you PMed me on Facebook, I was not appalled compared to the past. I was glad you're keeping in touch. We talked and talked. And there you are again, making snide remarks that's as sweet as before. But sorry, I won't fall for that again. Or maybe I'm just misinterpreting things again. Why do I always forget that it is in you nature that you are too sweet to everybody?
Back to the letter, you said you're thinking about me. Wow! I would just like to ask you what's up with that liking of a picture of me? Are you high or there's a possibility that you're stoned? Maybe you're just friendly liking that picture. Ha ha. I'm just exaggerating things. Sorry.
And I'm clearing it out again that I do not love you anymore. :)
Love always,
Angela
(Starting from now, if I'm pertaining to a person, I would like to do it in a letter form just to be prepared. Haha.)
Bitch is just a strong word.
You shall forgive me for flooding. I would just like to catch up.
Someone sent me a message through Tumblr Ask, and he/she said (I'm half-guessing here that the sender is a she), "Hullo Bitch! I think that you're copying thatprettyghoul, regla and a teeny weeny bit of kaththecrapout, too! t(-.-t)"
That was just... I don't know. I don't know if I should be sad or if I should just let it slip. First and foremost, Tumblr users may find these mentioned URLs as great bloggers. Well maybe for me, they are. But I have to get the facts straight. I am not copying them, okay. And I don't know if you will call me a coward for mustering all my emotions and pour it all over here.
They are just fellow bloggers. I would not like to think of them as greater than me or whatever comparing you may do. That is just inappropriate. And I have a name and that's placed on my birth certificate! I am not a bitch. And I do not act like one. So to you, whoever sent that, get to know me first before you say something foul.
Some would normally shrug this off and continue doing whatever they may be doing. But for this time, it affected me. Maybe I'm sensitive. But what's wrong about that? I'm tired playing as a masochist. I do not want to pretend.
Well ha ha you prat. Abusing the use of questioning people anonymously! That's courage you've got there prissy. That's all. I think.
Someone sent me a message through Tumblr Ask, and he/she said (I'm half-guessing here that the sender is a she), "Hullo Bitch! I think that you're copying thatprettyghoul, regla and a teeny weeny bit of kaththecrapout, too! t(-.-t)"
That was just... I don't know. I don't know if I should be sad or if I should just let it slip. First and foremost, Tumblr users may find these mentioned URLs as great bloggers. Well maybe for me, they are. But I have to get the facts straight. I am not copying them, okay. And I don't know if you will call me a coward for mustering all my emotions and pour it all over here.
They are just fellow bloggers. I would not like to think of them as greater than me or whatever comparing you may do. That is just inappropriate. And I have a name and that's placed on my birth certificate! I am not a bitch. And I do not act like one. So to you, whoever sent that, get to know me first before you say something foul.
Some would normally shrug this off and continue doing whatever they may be doing. But for this time, it affected me. Maybe I'm sensitive. But what's wrong about that? I'm tired playing as a masochist. I do not want to pretend.
Well ha ha you prat. Abusing the use of questioning people anonymously! That's courage you've got there prissy. That's all. I think.
Hello!
I'm back here blogging! I don't want to use Tumblr as a "real" blog site anymore. I'll tell you why after this post. So yeah, will backread after too :)
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