Eh Mah Ghad.

Sorry guise. I am too lazy to update this blog. Catch me on my Tumblelog!! I am using this to post more original stuff. Okay, you guys can read there from now on. Thanks.

11/17/10

Today, we passed our USTET form. It was really heard for me to decipher my second course. So I went to our guidance counselor at Filipino time. (Lol, cutting!) My parents asked me to put Information Technology as my second program. Heck, I don't know anything about the course. They just said that there would be many job opportunities awaiting for me. But I have been hearing many negative feedbacks from the program itself. Uhhh, maybe I would change it in the test. I'd rather take up CTHM and be a manager of a restaurant rather than being a programmer.

And, for Accountancy. I'm a little too pessimistic these days -- maybe because of mere stress. They said that for the first two years, it would be easy. But when you are on the junior year, things are going to be tough. It would also require us to have a general average of 85++ because it is a quota course. And Ma'am Claud said that in order to pass it, they would look at your grades & determine if you are really working hard for your academics. College life, why are you so near? :(

Also, also! We had our orientation for our bivouac on 19-21. We were able to enter the UST HS building for the first time! Some are going to fire an M-16 gun with 5 bullets for 200 php. :| You see, I have a fear for guns because of that summer incident. I didn't grabbed the opportunity, though. We are also going to skin a chicken: alive! Ugh, we need to buy some survival necessities. I'm scared and excited at the same time.

Today is also David Archuleta's autograph signing day! Too bad, I am not able to go with Giorla & Pam because I do not have enough moolah. I saw David last summer, anyway. I am also going to watch Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows tomorrow. Yay. :)

Flaws

• I am dorky. I am not that smart. I only exert huge amounts of effort, that's why I have high grades.
• I do not have that typical slender body.
• I tend to eat a lot. As in a lot.
• I do not have such talents: singing nor dancing.
• I am not that pretty. I have a huge face.
• I am always in a crappy mood.
• I always pretend to be mature, but deep down, I am not.
• I tend to mess up in relationships and making decisions. Like all the time.
• I always pretend that I get Math & Science and that we have that same mutual connection; I am now doubting myself.
• But, I'm pretty much optimistic. That's the only good thing about myself.

Tout s' en va!

Nawala na ang lahat.

As far as I could remember them: L-R. E.K. Field Trip (Jungle Log Jam), 09/10/09, Random date with him @ playground, E.K., E.K., Lover's Lane (08/03/09), E.K., E.K., 08/03/09, Eyes, E.K., Random Paint doodle by him, Rocks @ Commonwealth, Roses (?), E.K. Paintball, Aircon Temperature (an epic fail), E.K. (Viking), Paint doodle.

08/03/09

Lol. And this is vintage, you guys. I managed to haul them back from our joint blog account. Last year memories. Damn.

Ab actu ad posu valet ilatio.

"Kung ano ang nangyari noon ay maaaring mangyari ngayon."

That's what I got when I read the first two chapters of El Fili. It was out of boredom and at the same time, our assignment. It wasn't necessary, though. I just felt like reading the book. I missed it.

GPOY-pig-face-edition. Lol. Taken awhile ago. Finally. I'm done with school shiz! I'm just going to rewrite my reflections and notes in Physics. Ugh. Whatever. Yesterday was fuuun! We watched Coming Soon and Shomba was epic. It was not that scary. Or maybe I'm just saying this because I didn't finish the movie. I was busy chatting with my other classmates.

Although my Mom grounded me for arriving late. Next week, I should be at our house by 5 o'clock. I mean, are you kidding me? Am I not supposed to eat? That is torture! We also have practices for Math Week.

Anyway, I've got a movie date with my Mom on Thursday! Harry Potter 7, baby. And we'd be shopping for Camping stuff! Lots of food & survival necessities. It's also nice to wake up and you'd receive a sweet text from that special someone. Lol. Kilig vibes?


Credo, quia adeurdum. Naniniwala ako sapagkat ito'y walang katotohanan.

11:11, 11/11/10

Nice time and date! I have so many problems:

• What should I put as my second choice for my degree program? Should it be ITHM -- where I want to take up HRM & be a manager of a restaurant, or Journalism -- where I like to share & express my thoughts? And oh, I'm not that good. I felt that I only do good in Math & Science. But... that's the two major subjects and I couldn't take up two quota courses, can I? Sigh.
• Next week, we'll be having our Camping from November 19-21. But I have a scheduled test in OWWA (Overseas something...), where I could be granted a P60,000 scholarship per year if only I'd be enlisted as Top 150 among the other examinees. What am I going to risk? Camping: necessary for graduation & to pass out C.A.T. subject or Scholarship: sponsor for college, dude.
• HARRY Freaking POTTER!!! November 18~! I couldn't watch it from 19-21! Dayuuuum. I should just head to the nearest movie theater and risk it all!
• Bad shot ako sa nanay ko palagi kasi late na ako umuuwi. Badtrip din kaya ako.
• I have no money. Nadaaaaa~ I am always famished. I need to save money for Christmas!
• Gagawa pa ako ng assignments. Yung English, napakapabigat pero enjoy. 'Yung Physics, nakakabadtrip kasi babalikan pa 'yung Chemistry. 'Yung Math, wala na akong irereklamo dun. 'Yung C.L., nakakaburyo gumawa ng araw araw na journal! Hay buhay.

First day of 2nd semester! Ave Atque Vale 1st grading. :)

The day started fine with a slow downpour of rain. And the mud screwed the hems of my skirt. Screw you, mud.  Lol. Or should I say, my carelessness. Anyway, carry on. When I arrived, it was quarter to 7. I could hear the noise of our section from the hallway. We really missed each other that much, rly. Some wore new braces, some acquired new gadgets. Some changed their haircuts, and some remained the same. It was like the first day of school again!

The first subject: Physics. Picture-taking with our 2nd quarter teachers and orientation with the 3rd quarter ones. I admit, I'm scared. Sir Sendo was scary. He was strict. He came with Ma'am Isabel Neri & Ma'am Iunno Who (Lol, sorry.) He told us that he won't give us soft copies of their powerpoint presentation. Nooooo, goodbye carefree days. And! We would have our recitation day everyday. And the catch is, we would have to read our Physics book ahead in order for us to have an answer. No coaching. No books allowed. Ahhh, agony.

English! Sir Philip, Ma'am Agnes (too cute!), Ma'am Jowee, And Ma'am Ja. Hi Ma'am Nikki! Hihi. I like their group. Mm, the first lesson was about the correct usage of punctuation marks. No, it is not that elementary lesson. We gave it a brief preview and I'd learn from it, thank God. No more confusion.

We have new games! Sensitivity and Concentration. Weee. Yay for Orientation Day! I don't like our C.L. class, kind of long story, but... we have to make, EVERYDAY JOURNAL. That was, WTF, you guise. I just want to send the link of my blog and let Sir ARF read it. Srsly. But no, there are given biblical phrases. Dayum.

I spent my afternoon with Y. :) It was happy, and sweet. We talked about things. We exchanged our bags because mine was too heavy. He bought me Pares and I bought him strawberry juice. Hihi. Oh, the looks of people's faces. It was funny. Hahaha. I could almost read their eyes, "Kayo na ulit?" "Woahhh~" We stayed up until 5:30. And, we'd go shopping @ Dapitan tomorrow. :')

Dear Second Semester,

Please be good to me. I want to stay on Top. I want to have that damn merit card. I was this close last quarter. Please grant me my wish. I want it so baaaad. :(

Okay now, they said that third quarter would be too quick. I hope that that would be true. I know that Performance Tasks will flood us again this week. And of course, the distribution of cards would be coming, too. I have this feeling, that roller-coaster-kind-of-rush when it comes to academics. I dunno, aiming and getting high grades is good for me because for one: it is a way to make myself & my parents proud. Two: it would grant me any wish from my Ninang & my parents. Hihi. Looking forward for more books & clothes!

Sigh. And oh, hello again, stress and puyatan days because of Understanding by Design. Screw you! But damn, I hope that I would enjoy this quarter. I'll make it up to my friends. I'll make each and every moment memorable. Our days in EHS would be over in 4 months time. :( We'd be graduating and parting ways! But nooo. Piety would be forever. 54-ever, right? Cut the drama, now.

And about tomorrow, I'm kind of happy & sad. I'm sad because I know it wouldn't be petiks and sembreak is over. But I'm glad because I'm going to see him, Mokka, Pietyloves, and other EHSians! Oh, third quarter, please do wonders. We'll make it memorable, promise. :)

Movie Marathon!

I decided to drop the 30-day Meme off since I can't do it continuously. Badtrip. Haha. Soooo, I'm going to make kwento na lang!

I woke up at 11:45 and our call time was 12-1 pm! Haha. Mom's beside me and I just told her, "We're going to Kat's house! Bye!" Lol. And Michael fetched me at Ministop, Espana. When I got there, there were many people and take a look at these:

Men, Me, Juno, Jeyps, Bien @ Kat's room!

Maikel, Men, Gai, Bien, Jeyps, Me, & Ma'am Nikki! :)

I was scared there, OK. Looool.

Masaya sha e. :) Y and I. :D

While watching The Crazies!

This was the best movie shit I've ever seen in my whole life. No, don't get me wrong. I am not exaggerating. It was really suspense and it was not scary in the sense of monsters and the like. It was scary because of how the characters were so brilliant. The ending was sad and unexpected, though. We were screaming like hell. "No, not the girl! Not the mermaid! Go Arkin! You are so bad-ass! BAMF."

Now, this. It was like zombie-fied mixed with psychopaths. Iunno, their town was infected and the people had gone ballistic. And it was kind of funny because at the end, there were 4 remaining people and we'd joke that they were from the characters of Left4Dead. Haha. But anyway, the couple survived. It was morbid.

At first, we played Saw VI but it was soooo yucky and morbid. We could feel the bile rising from out throats, srsly. Slicing up your internal organs with a knife, chopping your left arm off with a mini-axe (I dunno what it's called :( isn't our idea of fun. Not at all. Then, The Collector and last, The Crazies. Me & Gai cooked our dinner! Yay for beef loaf, tuna, adobo, and sardines! Haha. 'Twas a fun way to celebrate the remaining days of our semestral break. We should do this again sometime, classmates! (And other friends :)

All tangled up

I made this some kind of reminder awhile ago since I've got nothing to do. (Also: since he said that he is serious and iunno, I believed that.) The last line's pretty much cheesy. But whatever, I mean it! And I do hope that you read this.

Day 2: A famous person you've been compared to

Even though there might have been a person compared to me, I couldn't rack my brains enough to get some information. So yeah. And I don't like being compared to another person so that's pretty much it. KBYE.

Sometimes two people have to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together.

My "in-like" life right over there. ^

Mag-Tatagalog nga muna ako. Para marami akong masabi.

Lagi na lang kami nagtatalo. Kahapon, ang sweet sweet lang. Pero biglang magshishift. Kainis lang. Oo, parang tinutulak ko sha ng palayo. Like, can you give me reasons why I should tell him to stay? I'm caught in between loving him & hating him, yknow. For the third chance, sabi niya pagkatiwalaan ko daw sha. Eh ako nga ata 'yung dahilan kung ba't kami nagbreak ng ex niya eh. Believe me, I made a new friend. And guess who? His ex. Sobrang bait niya at sobrang nakakaguilty.

Tignan mo ha, kung nakipagbreak sha dahil sa isang babae, edi maaa niya pang gawin ulit 'yun sa'kin. Diba?

Pag-uusap pa kanina:
"Question, sa tingin mo, rebound ka nanaman?"
"Oo. Lagi naman, 'di ba?"
"Tapos, kapag may nakita akong better, iiwan kita? Ganun ba sa tingin mo?"
"Oo. Tapos tangina, ang sakit nanaman nun!"
"Pft. Magkaiba opinyon natin."

Lahat naman na ng sama ng loob ko sakaniya sinasabi ko. Hindi na nga ako natatakot, eh. Kasi dati, kapag may problema, kinikimkim ko. Oh, edi ngayon sasabihin ko sakaniya lahat. Pinipilit ko nga sha na balikan 'yung ex niya, (medyo nasasaktan ako, pero I can still manage living without him kung um-approve sha sa desisyon ko), pero he made his decision na daw. Na it's me. Ako na this time.

See, ang hirap magtiwala di'ba? Imbis na kinakalimutan ko sha, eto ko, lalo pang napapalapit sakaniya. Hindi ko na nga naiintindi lahat ng nasasabi ng kaibigan ko sa'kin. Kesho, "sawi lang 'yun!", "Rebound girl ka nanaman!", "Wala lang yan mahanap na lalandiin!" Binalewala ko lahat yun, kasi parang nararamdaman ko, you're still worth it. Iunno, worth it nga ba? Tangina, ang tanga ko. At magpapakatanga nanaman siguro ako. Atsaka, kaya ko bang paniwalaan lahat ng mga text mo? Di'ba nga sabi ko sa'yo, madami tayong oras para maregain 'yung trust. Tsaka, titignan ko na lang ulit sa pasukan. 'Wag mo din kwestyunin kung sobrang crappy ng moods ko at paiba-iba, kasi ikaw lang din dahilan nun. Can't you understand that if a girl's cold to you, she's either jealous, hurt, or there's definitely something wrong that you did. Hihi. Wow naman kasi! Ang dami mong girl e, bigyan mo naman ako ng isa. Para hindi lang ikaw palagi 'yung mamahalin ko.

"Ganiyan ka naman e. Aalis, babalik. Alis, balik. Alis, balik. Ganiyan ang gusto ko. Mahilig sa gulo, mahilig sa'yo!"

30-Day Meme again :(

Day 1 - The person you like and what you like about them.

How about I like too many people? Well, I'm going to choose someone... special. It's Y. For the farkin' time, it's him. Over and over again. Iunno what made me like him, but... it's as if we're stuck with each other, yknow? It's like for my Sophomore - Senior Year, he's here with me. Dang.

Masochist

So maybe I'm a masochist. I try to run but I don't want to ever leave.

Why is it so complicated? You are the bane of my existence. Here I am, in the midst of forgetting you -- and I'm almost there BTW! -- but then you'd come crashing in like nothing's happened. Wow, great! A perfect way to leave my heart and emotions so fucked up, for the third time. You left me crestfallen all the time, with nothing but confusion and heartaches. Oh, add trust issues, too! I don't know how to trust people anymore because I know that someday, they'd eventually leave me. Like what you did.

I'm fucking scared for the nth time! You'd patch things up but then you're going to snip it, also. I want to scream in rage and tell you I don't want to believe in us anymore. But there's something telling me that it's worth a try. Oh, iunno, what should I do? Believe me, I want to trust you again. I want to love you again, waaaay deeper than before, even more mature this time! But please tell me, would you love me again like before? Would you put up with my non-ending complaints and crappy moods? Or are you going to stay as a flirt? As confused as you'd ever be, you're still stuck in life's irony; stuck between two girls who'd give up everything for you. Sigh.

End of October, Start of November!

Drama @ rooftop!

I couldn't rotate it. But... beware! She's a mean fairy!

Another member in our family. :(

GG na sir!

@ David's Tea House! Saw another EHSian there. :D

Hello, Ima. We meet again! :)

Some pictures from October 31 - November 1. And within the same dates, you can find me @ MOA. It is pretty fun but exhausting! Went trick or treating @ Nickelodeon's event in MOA with some cousins and Jeana! Haha. I nicked candies! :p And lucky thing, it's sale. I never thought that people still went to SM awhile ago even though it's All Saint's Day. You know, they should be at the cemetery and all... Yet, it's still crowded in MOA. Anywaaaay, I want to start this month right! Hm.

Finally! Something productive for today! :)

 My bestest cousin in the whole wide world, Ate Paula! :)

 How I miss the taste of this cake from Estrel's. Happy Birthday Andee!

 Me, Andee, and Ate Pau! Before heading off to Commonwealth.

I couldn't rotate it. But, I like this photo. With Jeana!

 With Jeana, again.

 The Lost Hero & City of Glass (Book 3 of Mortal Instruments)

 Set of books. L-R. A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens, Scarlet Letter by Hawthorne, The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Twain (I think) These three were included in our Book Report waaay before Sir Santi left EHS. :( The Ruins by Scott Smith (nonsense book, rly), Tell No One by Harlan Coben (this great author is worth worshiping if you love suspense and action stories), Twilight Saga (ack) by Stephenie Meyer, City of Glass (Book 3) by Cassanda Clare -- I left the other two books in QC, The Lost Hero & Percy Jackson Series by Rick Riordan. I lent my Perks of Being a Wallflower. So that's pretty much it. But! More books to come, hopefully. Ever wonder why I posted this? It's because I arranged it (with the plastic cover and all) & put my names on it. Hah.

First thing in the morning, we went to 168 Shopping Mall with Mom's friends. I bought a bonnet (white), a sailor blazer and a checkered blouse. I was so happy, yknow. Haha. It was cheap and affordable. Okay, after that, we went to the grocery store. You know how much I love food, right? ;) And! Last thing, I fixed my books. I'm proud of myself. Trololol. ;)

Letters to Juliet

First off, I never really believed in love shits anymore. But since I've watched this movie (pirated from the net), maybe I'm going to start to believe again. It's ironic, really. First Love. Second Chances? Oh, hell no. You try and you try and here you go: a slap in the face by reality. It's never going to work out.

Maybe in the movie, it worked out. Plainly because of the people and they have so much faith -- which I do not have BTW. The movie's setting was cute, though. I want to go to Verona, Italy. If! There's a lover na. City of Love, right? Hee.

Sigh. An old couple due 50 years fell in love again. Is that even possible in our world? How I wish I could believe in love again; in destiny, in what ifs. Some other time, perhaps.

"When we're speaking about love, it's never too late."

"Romeo save me, I've been feelin' so alone. I keep waitin' for you but you never come."

"Leaving London would be a pleasure as long as you're waiting for me at the other side."

"What and if are two words as non-threatening as words can be, but put them together side by side, and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life. What if?"

Psychedelic Wishes

Cup, Sword, & Mirror

I've finished these Mortal Instruments series awhile ago. It's a good read! I don't know if I'm being biased because I love quests but... oh well, just read it. I also read the sneak peek for the fourth book, City of Fallen Angels and it's good that Jace and Clary finally said the words. From what I've read, there would be upcoming 2 books after the 4th book so that makes them six all in all. And I'd just wait for them to be published until 2013. Why so long? Bah. I want to be a Shadowhunter -- fighting demons and you've got to be marked with cool runes (more like tattoos). It's cool, really, excluding the fact that in any second you'd risk your life for your mission. Fart reality.

Oh, speaking about reading, I've downloaded a couple of e-books today.

• The Alchemyst: The Secrets of the Immortal Nicholas Flamel
• Hush, Hush - Becca Fitzpatrick
• Crescendo - Becca Fitzpatrick
• Percy Jackson and the Last Olympian (I'm currently reading this. It isn't available in a paperback edition so I guess I have to put up with this ebook. And after this, I'd finally read The Lost Hero.) - Rick Riordan
• The Red Pyramid - Rick Riordan

I hope that I would finish it all this sembreak. :)

In desperate need of a new device

I've been fighting against my decisions these days. As much as I would want to get them all, I know that would be impossible. Don't get me wrong, I'm not that materialistic. Just mundane materialistic. Okay, to get or not to get: braces, DSLR, new cellphone.

I ditched the braces because I can get it on college. Besides, my teeth could wait for it. So basically, I was left with the other two. I need -- yes, that necessary -- to have a cellphone right now. Not that I don't have one, but what I have here are defective. Since U.N. Week, the sliding phone from Samsung went all white. It's the first time it'd malfunctioned. Maybe it was from too much dropping. Hee. Carelessness. And our spare phone only left me with trouble. It's battery would last for 2 straight hours and when it has power, it would continuously shut off. So much for having a phone, huh. I want this:

Yep, specifically the pink one. My mom uses the white-and-gold model and my dad uses the blue one. Haha. Family phone. Noiiiiice. It's only cheap, though. Like 6-7k only. And it has good specs plus WiFi! I'm already bugging my Mom to buy me this as her Christmas gift for me. Like now. I need to have it this semestral break. :)

For the DSLR, I have a story about that. I told my Dad (since he works overseas) to check the price of DSLRs. And as I expected, it'd come cheap. I told him last summer that I want that camera. He said, "Too bad. I already bought a video cam. If you'd told me earlier, I would've bought that cam. It's cheap here in Brazil." Oh, dayum. I should try to talk to him again about this matter. I'd consider it as his graduation gift for me since I'm always digging for the high grades. I'd make sure they would buy me these. I swear I will be forever happy if I have these now.

Trespassing

I got home from Commonwealth and I got lots of kwento!

So we ate at Gloria Maris because it was my cousin's birthday and I bought 4 books to occupy me this sembreak. Hah. Since I have my allowance from our field trip, I spent it. I handed my Mom the 500P and bought the Mortal Instruments Trilogy and The Lost Hero. I was officially mind blown when I was reading the Trilogy. You should read it, too.

The day after that, we went to Shangri-La to watch Life As We Know It starring Josh Duhamel and Katherine Heigl. Love, whatever. But! What made me happy is the BBQ popcorn and the frozen yogurt. Yum. :) When we arrived at our cousin's house, we had a movie marathon of Vampire Diaries S1. Too bad, 2 more episodes and we're done. Some other time, perhaps.

The food there is pure awesomeness. It tasted heaven but at the same time, I felt bloated and I could feel the bile rising at the back of my throat everytime. We baked oatmeal cookies and the night after that, we ate it with vanilla ice cream and chocolate syrup. Ah, euphoria.

But. The main highlight of my vacation there is when we crossed the river from QC to Marikina. We rode a boat and I tell you, it wasn't fun. Include my fear of heights. That was some crazy trip we had there and it was farkin' morning and the sun was blazing like hell. I want to drink gallons of water at that time, I swear.

It was not boring and I'd say I want to extend my vacation there but there are reasons to prevent it. Sigh. It was my escape from reality. I was isolated once again, no communications. 'Till next time.

An arid day, everyone

Woah, it's evening now? For real? Perhaps I spent all day in the Innernut. :( Another quick fact, I eat bacon as my staple food for today, not rice. So FML.

And oh, I'll be on hiatus starting tomorrow since I'm heading off to Commonwealth. It's a 5-day vacation with my cousins and albeit it'll be really awesome! So uhm yeah, bye! :)

Our LAST Fieldtrip, A day before sembreak :(

Too cute! L-R. Jeanne, Jaymie, Me, Meryl. :)

With Xtel this time!

With Jo. :)

With Aldrin. Cheatmate! Haha.

Heartthrob, Nicolai. ;>

With Sir EsDi!

Oh look, DSLRs! :>

Because we are proud champions

And I'm too lazy too elaborate about our Intramurals. Hence, take a look at some of our pictures:

 The UST Swimming Pool behind the Gymnasium.

 After claiming double victory for Volleyball Men's and Women's! :)

 We prayed and thanked God for the victory. Trust God, AMEN!

 A photo before we performed our Cheer and Dance. :)

 WE ARE CHAMPIONS.

 

Our basketball Women's team. :)